Saturday, December 27, 2008
Without realising,im just 9 days away from my enlistment.....Yerpz...Upon serving the country, i might not be able to be involved actively with Dian Dancers and Almukminin Youth Ambassadors anymore...Im kinda sad that, i had to be inactive now...
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Xpecially when Dian Dancers is evolving into a company, acting as an Independent Artiste first...I wish i could still be there to help cikgu and the committee members to build Dian Dancers into a reputable company...Insyaallah...It's gonna be a hectic year fer them nxt year,yet im unable to be actively involved...Yeah...However,this upcoming production will be a stepping stone fer me to learn manage my time well enough...Yerpz...Im realie looking forward to work all out fer this production...Insyaallah evryting will work well....Amin......

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Another thing is that,The Almukminin Youth Ambassadors will be looking into growing into a bigger & better group or an organisation shud i say...At this point of time,it will be crucial fer them to work on their system, so that everything will work well in future....Insyaallah...And when nxt year come,it will already be serious matter to them cuz they have to work hard if they wanna achieve what they have aimed for....I just hope i wud have the time to help and assist them...Insyaallah.....

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However,i hope this part of the journey in my life will give me a valuable experience....I just hope i'll develop into a better person...At this part of the journey of my life, decision will always be crucial...There's no more hide n seek of my trueself....Whether or not its contradicting, this is a fact which i gotta accept it now...a mosque youth ambassador and a malay dancer...At this point of time,i've decided...but yet,i aint got any strength for things to be the way i want it to be...Im still weak t face it all...But its no joke nemore now...once im in there,things will onlie turn out betta or for the worst...Insyaallah things gonna be ok...things gonna be better....Amin.....

12:55 PM
A Fresh Start...A New Beginning....