Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Well...Will update abt latest happenings real soon...But fer now,jsut wanna pour out my feelings...Im realie not in my best of mood currently....Haiz.....I knew this kinda things happen...But i din noe this kinda things wud happen to me...Haiz....Ya Allah ( Oh God ), may he help n guide me through.....Amin....Welll....Something happened recently, yeay....It got me pissed off for a moment...As much as i wanna be angry,i cant...I wanna feel relieved,i cant...Yesterday was bad day fer me....Haiz....There's still so much in my head till this morning,but i leave it all as i knew,Trust....yerpz...Trust is what's needed...But then,as much as i appreciate to know an update abt it, i just cant stop myself from getting more frust...it's getting bad now....Im realie3 not hapie...As much as i have to remain calm due to Trust,there'll certainly be insecurities....I can't help myself,cuz,the situation is realie testing me...it's realie testing my patience.......Im realie losing it....reealll soon.....It's realie hurting me so bad.......Astaghfirulllah....I gotta be strong...I knew, i believe i can do it.....Insyallah.....Amin.........Right now,though that Puspa song is realie nice, i just can't listen to it.....I just hate to listen to it....cuz it will onlie get me pissed off.....It will just make me think of dat incident.....Oh shit.......Haiz.....May Allah bless me with strength,will n patience to face all that's happening....Amin......
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